Monday, September 15, 2008

Fear of Pregnancy



Attended a few wedding dinners recently.. to my surprise, many married couple at our age is either on their way to become parents or already had kids... :```
Din is making noise again.. he loves kids soo much but I am not that "keen"... luckily he still willing to "do it" according to my set date, phew! thank God.
I am afraid of pregnancy. My fear is really strong.
I am a little bit fearful of the labor part of it all only because I have heard many horror stories about it. But I also always heard that it was all worth it in the long run.

I am really scared about how I am going to feel while pregnant. I am planning on continuing to work when pregnant. It may sound really silly but I am concerned about morning sickness and me feeling sick and all that other yucky stuff. I am worried about being careful and not doing anything to hurt a baby if I were pregnant. And I think I am nervous about my body going through all those changes it goes through. It may be because I think I may not be able to handle it; the pregnancy, the birth, etc.

Sigh.. so how now? God bless please.....

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